Thursday, November 17, 2005
my dad's in hospital...
i'm dead worried..
i can't do anything..well, except to pray for him..
he's having his op today..at 2..
i'm really really really worried..
i can't concentrate on anything anymore..
i dunno..but everything seems to be all going wrong for me..
or am i just being paranoid?
and i don't even think i have the mood to join the campus thing..
everything is going wrong..
even my voice also went wrong..
i can't cry out..
i can't tell anyone how i am feeling now..
it's just all so going bad..
BAD...
i've got sore throat, flu and my hip hurts ALOT
arrgh..
and my jeans still haven't iron..
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ashfljhoeurheiuqrywkqyb i am such a failure
AAAHHHHHHHHH
i wanna scream la
nothing is going right..
:(((((((
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