Saturday, April 15, 2006
had NDP training just now
it was really horrible, for we wasted time there
everyone were slacking, according to jolene
and all we learnt was FOUR formations
no, EX-cluding the dance steps
i'll hope it'll be better next time.
met up with the sistas, jenn and rebecca
we were laughing non stop at this advert that was shown on the TV
had breakfast and rushed to school
and 285 was so crowded
and of all times, nic had to call and talk in this ZzZZZzZ sound
he claimed that he sounded like that every morning
then after like centuries, we finally signed in and got into the school hall
ms solastri was SCREAMING into the mic
well, everyone MAKES mistakes
for we're HUMANS!
i'm so exhausted
everyone seem to be pressing me down, blocking my supply of air
maybe i should listen to different advices and quit what i'm doing
but everything is MUSIC!
what i'm doing is all MUSIC!
why can't people just stop and think: hey! simin's tryna relax thru this way!
NO, they don't!
they just buzz around, trying to tie me with different ropes
they don't understand me, they just ASSUME they do
and when i try to break off the ropes,
they buzz around again and start to tie
it's such a ridicule
i didn't DISobey any of anyone
i didn't STOP coming for lessons
i just SKIPPED one
and i HAVE to perform two items
well, i KNOW they care for me
but it's what i want to do
please, don't tie me down with the ropes
i'll feel like a kidnapped child.
maybe it's what humans call selfishness
maybe that's who i am right now
a retarded, selfish idiot who only thinks of music and not anyone else
maybe i'm that, yeah, maybe.
mused at 1:31:00 pm
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