Friday, January 25, 2008
Frankly speaking, I'm having minor nervous attacks for O's already. After watching the seniors get their results, the pressure seemed to have pushed me down harder.
The fact that I'm the president of the SC totally increased that pressure. Mrs Koh said many of the students/teachers would be looking at my academic results for O's. When she said that, I really felt like yanking out every straind of my hair. =\
My blog has become a ranting place for me and I'm starting to get used to it. But I can't make it too personal cos this is a public blog and everyone has the rights to access it.
Had costume fitting for CL today. The colour of my leotard is SO similar to theskin colour that (Gwen and Kellie) said I'd look like I'm naked from far. Lol. I hope Miss Chin changes the colour. It's really awful. We managed to pull off a straight reahearsal show (of course, with stops and screams here and there) today. It's an achievement already; we normally don't go this far when we come together as a whole.
I get really tired nowadays. I slept during Geography =\ Which is bad, cos Miss Tan was going thru' homework. Imma aim for 5 distinctions for O's. Grr. I hope the P approves my appeal to drop Chemistry. I studied so hard for Chem and yet I failed the paper. Wasted all my time on it and didn't really study Physics or Biology cos I thought I could score for Chem. Maybe I studied the wrong stuffs but it's too late to regret now. The only way out is to drop it so I can concentrate on Bio and Physics. And it's not like I'm gonna do anything related to Chemistry in the future.
Oh well.
I really wanna get into NAFA or Lasalle and study music. Mainstream is so... not me.
I miss jamming with FS :(
mused at 10:45:00 pm
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